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talent... i want it. all these young kids (these days i had to walk 100s of miles in the snow barefoot to go to school and...) are just getting so ridiculously good at cg lol i wish id started working harder at art earlier onnn aaa

at any rate im (obviously) working on that comic finally. i'll prolly do about 1-3 pages a week depending on my mood so dont get your hopes up too high hahaha

also i really need to remotivate myself -_-

working on:
嫁◆con◆cojones -completely written 30 percent cg complete
sweet stockholm (working title)- 10 percent script 0 percent cg
penny dreadful part 7(?)- sorta written kinda sorta kinda
penny dreadful comic- 3/???
an array of fanfiction- 60 percent
vampire story-still 50 percent hahaha
blue velvet roses-needs last 3~4 pages
debt cage nihongo vers- 5 percent (im not really working on it though)
moetsuri (working title)-concepts complete, some menus
actual job graphic design- 90 percent -_-
that other game with the maid and stuff- ITS TOO HARD TO DRAW THE CG OMG i wanna do it but i cant draw it haha >m<
that one with the guy and the cults and the scientist southern belle- 30ish percent

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i just realized i was working on things hahaha
(like that comic i only have 3 pages left to finish)
(... and that vampire story from like 6 years ago)

i woke up in the middle of the night like 'aw crap i havent been cging' (esp cause that game only HAS like 30 cg)

i also started writing the next part of penny dreadful. the last part was a bit silly but we're getting back into the real plot. the last part was just an excuse to hook up guilt/milano/leo and show the collapse of chronic+rejection's mars castle. lol this part should resolve some of the 'wut?' maybe idk lol probably not.

wrote more of that thriller one too.

but mostly ive been reading -_-

i feel the urge to sit down and write a comic too -_-

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contrary to popular belief im not actually dead.

no, just kidding. i really am dead pay no attention to this.

anyway i wrote like a few pages of that other novel im working on but i mostly just read all week -_-

on the plus side im like semi caught up on bleach for the first time in years hahaha i mean i knew what was going on from people telling me constantly but still. lol because of this ima probably do a huge ikkaku cg hahaha (and maybe throw in a renji just cause you can never have enough renji)

in other news, ive accomplished nothing

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ughhhhh chen keeps killing me in lunatic mode wtf ;_;

also, pretty much done with one script and tentatively working on the other
the other is a thriller/crime themed sorta thing. im not sure if i'll do an entire game for that one just cause im lazy haha
i probably will though once i get bored enough

also remind me to never go outside again ;_;

tentative dates:
current script/game/cg: late winter 2009-2010 around january or so if i stop being lazy
other game: spring 2010 maybe if i still am motivated lol

lol im just listless and unmotivatedddd oh man -_-

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like 70 pages of script written lollll
one route done, 4 or 5 more to go if i dont add more stuff.
this game isnt going to be as cg heavy as the last one since this isnt as cinematic or serious of subject matter. this is gonna be the more traditional eroge/visual novel with standing characters etc. why? because it'll take like 6 months if i do it solid cg haha.

anyway i tentatively predict this will be done spring 2010 maybe earlier if i concentrate and stop building models all day.

more info on this when i get more done

also i hope people actually play this one cause i think its just about the cutest story ever -_-;
its not as hxc as the last one at allllll.

title: lol im not telling you yet
genre: bl, fantasy (?), salarymen (?)
rating: R+ (probably wont go any higher than that)
routes: not that many lol
general overview: a man falls in love with a girl on an online game but she has a deep dark secret. (lolllllllll overly dramatized)
length: maybe 2 hours of gameplay

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